"the story begins with you and me."
P L A Y . T H E . P A S T:
Saturday, June 26, 2010, 01:23
"If you are going to fall in love, I want to be hold responsible for it."
Tuesday, June 22, 2010, 21:05
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 days!
What have you been doing these 10 days? I'm doing good, I guess. I'd went to watch The Karate Kid, it was awesome. I'd laughed so loudly, then I stopped because I guessed it was too loud. Okay, I think this sentence is very redundant.
Each day, I got myself with new thoughts. I'd loved it. I even love expressing my feelings honestly, although you may not be the one who know it.
Desperado by Westlife.
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Dear Shaari,
Are you looking down to us from above? You may be glad to see some of us studying, but may not be especially to see some of us slacking. Perhaps not.
I'd remember you so clearly still. The images came flashing in the mind not too often, though.
If you ever see this, or hear me, know that you're still remembered and dearly missed.
Misses,
me.
What have you been doing these 10 days? I'm doing good, I guess. I'd went to watch The Karate Kid, it was awesome. I'd laughed so loudly, then I stopped because I guessed it was too loud. Okay, I think this sentence is very redundant.
Each day, I got myself with new thoughts. I'd loved it. I even love expressing my feelings honestly, although you may not be the one who know it.
Desperado by Westlife.
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Dear Shaari,
Are you looking down to us from above? You may be glad to see some of us studying, but may not be especially to see some of us slacking. Perhaps not.
I'd remember you so clearly still. The images came flashing in the mind not too often, though.
If you ever see this, or hear me, know that you're still remembered and dearly missed.
Misses,
me.
Saturday, June 12, 2010, 15:19
一个人承担所有的不开心, 不说, 是想给你最美好的记忆;
不理, 是不想让你看到我脆弱的一面;
不解释, 因为我想在你心中留下最完美的身影.
对不起, 我爱你, 但我却无从选择的离开你.
不理, 是不想让你看到我脆弱的一面;
不解释, 因为我想在你心中留下最完美的身影.
对不起, 我爱你, 但我却无从选择的离开你.
Monday, June 7, 2010, 21:44
I dreamt of him, so vividly. It was him. He wanted to talk to me, yet was interrupted by me.
I see the face so close, so clearly. I wished he was real, was here, but was just a dream.
I hope, I wish, I pray, that these dreams were good signs. Then again, dreams were but on the contrary of reality. Ain't it?
I didn't want to think this negatively, but give me reasons to be more determined before I could get a chance to give up. Will he?
You're too much of an obsession, could you be my possession?
Sorry, I'm too greedy.
"I believe 你总会看到我~"
I see the face so close, so clearly. I wished he was real, was here, but was just a dream.
I hope, I wish, I pray, that these dreams were good signs. Then again, dreams were but on the contrary of reality. Ain't it?
I didn't want to think this negatively, but give me reasons to be more determined before I could get a chance to give up. Will he?
You're too much of an obsession, could you be my possession?
Sorry, I'm too greedy.
"I believe 你总会看到我~"
"If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. When I tell you I don't want to talk about it, I do; I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you; I will.
I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. At the moment, I am working on the ratio. When I get really quiet sometimes, it is because I have too much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and I don't know what to say first.
I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily, but I also like that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. Space is good, too.
I love the way we love some of the same things, and I love how we love entirely different things.
My head is in a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, the future.
I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And I am one person and I am two hands. And I am so glad you exist, and I met you, and I fell for you, and I miss you, and I love you much."
Sunday, June 6, 2010, 16:17
What if one day I were to go missing, will you miss me?
I'll do whatever it takes to achieve what I want, even if it means to wait. I guess that's the only perseverance that I have to do -- I'd stopped at 13th.
For you ♥
But you're not here, yet.
The love that exist in this heart of mine ♥
Last night, I went for night jogging alone. The urge just came, I couldn't stop the thought. I wanted to vent out so much, I don't know who to find. Then again, I know that even if I've found, I don't know where to start from, I don't know whether how I should put it, I don't know if he/she will or will not find me annoying in one way or another. I don't know.
But no worries, I'm much better after the jog. & thank Serene for allowing me to disturb her at her place for some while.
p/s: Serene, you've been eating too much la! I SAW IT HOR! HAHAHAHHA~
As usual, I woke up with aches this morning. It's still aching now, but I like the feeling.
"The day you give your love to me won't be a day too late.."
-- You To Me Are Everything by The Real Thing.
I'll do whatever it takes to achieve what I want, even if it means to wait. I guess that's the only perseverance that I have to do -- I'd stopped at 13th.
Friday, June 4, 2010, 23:29
For you ♥
你是此生最美的风景
让我心碎却如此着迷
就算世界动荡
再绝望也有微笑的勇气
你是此生最美的风景
才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人
是多幸福的事情
- 你是此生最美的风景 by JS
Thursday, June 3, 2010, 22:28
But you're not here, yet.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 22:53
The love that exist in this heart of mine ♥
Last night, I went for night jogging alone. The urge just came, I couldn't stop the thought. I wanted to vent out so much, I don't know who to find. Then again, I know that even if I've found, I don't know where to start from, I don't know whether how I should put it, I don't know if he/she will or will not find me annoying in one way or another. I don't know.
But no worries, I'm much better after the jog. & thank Serene for allowing me to disturb her at her place for some while.
p/s: Serene, you've been eating too much la! I SAW IT HOR! HAHAHAHHA~
As usual, I woke up with aches this morning. It's still aching now, but I like the feeling.
"如果有一天
命运让我们
再次相遇
而你的答案
还缺少了一个回应
或许你不知道
其实
我也在等待
另一个奇迹."
- 三个字 by 乔乔 & 阮经天
Tuesday, June 1, 2010, 21:34
I tell myself, that I am different from others. I am extraordinary, in many ways. Some may know, some may not. I endure, I will endure, I am enduring. For I know things will eventually come to an end, only sooner or later. I'll keep cool, just like how the others can't.