The one.

If I hadn't changed shift with Vicky today, I won't be experiencing that incident this morning. Then, I won't be feeling that way too. But then, I have no one to blame but myself. I gave my word to her for changing of shift, not her fault. She didn't point a gun at my forehead, I just agreed.

I felt like I'm a very busy teenager in my family. I am always like the one who needs to be bothered about the family matters. All sorts of ups and downs, big and small matters etc.

My brother and sister can't be so bothered about these. I'm sometimes like the housekeeper, like ?!!?!??!?!

Anyway, it's back to morning shift tomorrow. Today's work seems alright, but Yuna misses me. I'm sorry for that, lol!

I got to know about sleep study. I'm like interested in it leh, how sia?! I admitted patients to the sleep laboratory, and what they do is just sleep. How nice, but expensive for sure!

& now, my job is to sleep. Getting enough rest is one of the most important things for me, lor! HEHEHEHE.

Alright.
Good night, my dear.

Sunday, September 6, 2009, 22:44

I miss SOH. I miss LAU. I miss TEO. I miss TAY. I miss LIM. I miss LU. I miss HENG. I miss CHOW. I miss SOO. I miss ONG. I miss CHOY. I miss KANG. I miss SNG. I miss TAN. I miss LIN. I miss CHOO. I miss ANG.

I don't miss you and you, alone.
I miss you and me, together.

& it really doesn't feel good when you got your license and there's no car for you to drive. URGH.

"If you don't like me for who I am, then don't like me for who I am. For all you are going to get, is who I am."
- Avril Lavigne

Saturday, September 5, 2009, 23:59

"What's the first thing you do when you wake up every morning?

Whatever it is, I think we should thank God for giving us another breath to live longer."

Not visiting Grandpa for more than a year before his last breath, will always be one of my greatest regrets.
My apologies.

Friday, September 4, 2009, 22:17

When I fall in love..

Thursday, September 3, 2009, 21:54

It's better today, I guess, except that my mind was totally switched off at some point of time.

Today was morning shift. I was very sleepy, the weather was still alright, the patients are sleeping so comfortably that I also want to tuck myself in the blanket and sleep, hehehe!

Oh, because it's not C class ward.

"When you get what you want, be sad because there's a chance for you to lose it one day. & when you don't get what you want, be happy because there won't be a chance for you to lose it."

p/s: I am still missing my dad at Malaysia.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 23:33

First, I am looking forward to the make-up for work this Saturday. Second, I am looking forward to next Saturday for singing & Sunday for a spin. Third, I am looking forward to the Monday (21st), which will be a PH.

This is all because when these arrive, it'll mean another week is gone! HE-HE-HE.

I told her about how I am feeling this evening. She encouraged me not to, but also said if I were to, she'll miss me. I am totally stressed-out. Medications + medications + medications + more medications. I really really cannot memorise their names, indications and all that. I really take my hat off to the nurses, totally.

Maybe like what others say, each individual has his/her own abilities. It's the abilities that differ, really.

Perhaps for me, academic ranks at the bottom. Still, I'd give it a try.

& I always believe about doing the extra mile. I'd always do that when the sense of perfectionism comes by -- like how it happens everyday.

p/s: I am missing my dad.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 23:17

I am afraid that I might back out one day, I guess I cannot take stress afterall. Yet, I really don't know why I am able to go through and make it till now, it has been one and a half year.

& today, I teared. (ZS, you're so useless!)
Libra can take up challenges & overcome it, right?

I still can't believe what happened yesterday :o

Period, period, period.