Saturday, October 31, 2009, 23:59

It's gonna be another.



Again, I remembered my very first attachment was at CGH in September'08.

It was a male ward.

I can't remember when I actually got to know, but I got to get closer as a friend to CHOW WEILING. She was in the same shifts as me throughout the 3 weeks.

I recalled on the 2nd day of attachment, we are already taught how to do turning for patients already! HAHHAHA. It was Thedy who guided us, but he's not the main lead in this entry la, hor.

Laugh out loud.

Anyway, turning means changing diapers, wet linens for the patients etc. Of course, even some conscious patients.

So you know, we were not so skillful at all. Then, we (or rather CWL only) were like giving the eeyer-omg-eww kind of face.

Seriously.

& then, Weiling, do you still remember our break times? HAHAHAHA, totally like breakfast set each time. Toast breads plus a drink = my lunch or dinner lor! Too bad, no vegetarian food in CGH la. COMPLAIN!

Okay, joke.

Then, here comes the most memorable part in our attachment that time. The doctor.

Still remember the first time when I actually talked to him, Weiling? If you don't, let me remind you. I was not sure if you were present at that moment though, hahhaha.

It was when a patient, I clearly remembered bed 35, called to ask for something. He was one of the nicest plus I-loved-most patient I ever met man! He asked if he could have some water, but he was under restricted fluid. Then, I actually saw the doctor and HAND SIGNED ASKING HIM TO COME.

Man, I think I'm like super brave. MARVELLOUS OR WHAT?!

& he did. He was tall man, when he stood beside me. I was quite in a don't-know-what-to-do kind of situation lor, I mean, "doctor leh! like somebody of a high status know!"

So that was the first time I actually talked to him.

Then come one day, I saw Weiling and him attending to a patient. So I purposely approached them. Guess what? We chatted a bit, & because I remembered somebody wants to take photo with him on the last day, so I brought up the courage to ask on behalf of the somebody.

Somebody totally got shocked to the max, I tell you.

So, last day came. After work, hesitated. Eventually, he came out like 10 minutes later.

Wait, Weiling.

REMEMBER WHAT I SAID ABOUT HE COMING OUT FROM WHICH EXIT MEANS WHAT?! AHAHHAHAHAHAH.

Funny.

Okay, this is funnier. We actually became friends, yes, we exchanged numbers. We even went out together, no, it was three of us.

Then, unknowingly, I've known Weiling for one year plus.

Spells H-A-P-P-Y, happy.

Seriously, she's one of the fews who shared almost the same sentiments with me almost every time. She's really a nice friend, I understand her almost every time, & I know she knows.

She always give the OMG-HOW-YOU-KNOW face whenever I read her mind, am I not right? & I can't figure out why, but I approached her when I met with difficult situations. I don't know why either.

I felt naked in front of her whenever my day was not right, & she could tell. Maybe not every time, but most of the time.

Actually, I felt she has about the same virtues as I do. Okay, I shall not mention but we both know.

Frankly, I think I am sometimes bad to her & I felt uneasy actually. I can't really recall what were those, maybe I do, but just too embarrassed to say. Yet, I am ready to apologise for the happened ones.

& thank you for being my listener thus far, especially what I'm experiencing most recently. I'll give my very best to settle them & be back who I used to be.

I love you, my friend!

Oh, please don't get the wrong message. I'M STILL VERY STRAIGHT OKAY! HAHAHHAHAHA.


[I actually didn't realise I was reminded of another him when I mentioned him.]