"the story begins with you and me."
P L A Y . T H E . P A S T:
Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 23:02
This morning, I woke up with full determination to wanting to buy things at NTUC, to cook White Fungus dessert, to mop the floor, and to make DIY mask.
I did everything in the afternoon, surprisingly.
Why?
First, I was the sort who, even the shop is right under my block, won't want to go down even to just buy an ingredient for cooking a dish. I would like, "oh man, just cook another dish or substitute with another ingredient."
Second, I was the sort who said "I want to cook dessert later", but change my mind almost immediately. It's always a super precious moment when the family see me cooking. Still, they would always enjoy my cooking, especially my sister. Each time, my sister would say I cooked this dish, that dish, or another dish, nicer than my momo's cooking.
"Die lor, the more I cook, the more she says, the more I HAVE TO COOK LOR."
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!
Third, I rarely initiate to do house chores. (Now, I said INITIATE but I DO every day, okay.) Even if I do, it'll only happen in the first thing when I just wake up in the morning. I don't know why either -- maybe the earlier I finish the chores, the more time I can have to do my own things. Agree?
Fourth, to get my hands, body, mind and soul on to DIY mask is one of the difficult things I could ever do. What's more, it's only the first time today. Who knows, I may be lazy to do tomorrow? HAHAHAHAHAH!
"Oh, come on, ZS! Don't be lazy, you want prettier face right!"
LAUGH OUT LOUD!
WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA!
Today, I received my items that I'd shopped online! Happy, there'll be another one tomorrow, hehehe!
Before I go and have my beauty sleep, share with you this:
"People of the religious orders have come closer than any of us have because they've taken these vows of chastity and obedience. They've given up so much without asking for anything in return. The rest of us continue to ask for rewards -- rewards and justifications for our behaviour... when there are no rewards, rewards that we want. The reward is in doing, but doing without expecting anything... doing unselfishly."
Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 21:54
You may not believe what I am going to update about in this entry.
I could not believe myself, either.
Yet, things just happened.
Out of impulse?
No, it wasn't.
Plenty of thoughts given?
Definitely.
Waste of time?
Perhaps, but who knows..
Investment made worth?
Possible.
First time?
Yes, I was taken aback too.
Last time?
Too early to say, because who knows..
What else?
Please carry on..
I bought, went, had my first time, & I can imagine the responses given by people-who-are-closer-to-me.
"Yea, it's like not-the-me-that-you-have-known!"
Back to this, but people do change. Everyone says that, as usual.
&..
this is it.
Something to share:
I could not believe myself, either.
Yet, things just happened.
Out of impulse?
No, it wasn't.
Plenty of thoughts given?
Definitely.
Waste of time?
Perhaps, but who knows..
Investment made worth?
Possible.
First time?
Yes, I was taken aback too.
Last time?
Too early to say, because who knows..
What else?
Please carry on..
I bought, went, had my first time, & I can imagine the responses given by people-who-are-closer-to-me.
"Yea, it's like not-the-me-that-you-have-known!"
Back to this, but people do change. Everyone says that, as usual.
&..
this is it.
Something to share:
"Everybody's path is basically the same. We all must learn certain attitudes while we're in physical state. Some of us are quicker to accept them than others. Chastity, hope, faith, love... we must all know these things and know them well. It's not just one hope and one faith and one love -- so many things feed into each one of these."
Monday, March 29, 2010, 22:13
This,
..was given by a new friend made during my recent posting.
How nice, yet making me think that my relationship with people are still as good or BETTER. HEHEHE!
Still, time won't wait for you. It's the second week of proper holiday. There'll be a meet-up this Saturday with the girlfriends, which also means April is reaching.
..was given by a new friend made during my recent posting.
How nice, yet making me think that my relationship with people are still as good or BETTER. HEHEHE!
Still, time won't wait for you. It's the second week of proper holiday. There'll be a meet-up this Saturday with the girlfriends, which also means April is reaching.
To you:
Tomorrow is your 23rd, I wished I could be there or better still, I wished I could say it to you personally.
Too many to say, too much to deliver. I've got plenty that I had learnt from you, that I was being influenced by you, that I have been wanting to pick up so that when that day comes, we would have similar interests.
I was taken aback because we have similar personalities which not many have, at least with regards to people closer to me.
I've got more, but words alone can't express what I have.
I hope fate could bring us closer.. infinity, that's what I yearn & will always be yearning for.
That, one day..
Take care,
ZS!
Sunday, March 28, 2010, 23:09
As promised.
Although I am really lazy to type out an entry to update the blog, I still remember that I should be keeping this blog..
alive.
Ever since attachment was done with, I've been stuck at home watching HK drama -- 宫心计. Trust me, believe me, it WAS definitely a marvellous show. It was educational, & I'd finished the show within one week. I'd reflected quite a bit, and shall try my best to continue achieving a better me.
In the drama, there's a character named 三好 "Three Good". The reason why she was named that..? It all came from "做好事, 存好心, 说好话" ("do good things, have a good heart, speak good things").
Meaningful, isn't it?
Yet, finding it meaningful without actions are useless. What's the point keeping your thumbs up to this phrase without taking the steps, right?
I know, & you know that, people like you and me always or most of the time forget things that have been delivered to us. However, when we are reminded, we will then start to remember and keep thinking about it. You get it?
Other than this, I was out for some singing!
:D
After 7pm, was dinner back at Tampines.
Anyway, I haven't been good because I bought things online again! Items not here yet, though. To add on, I saw two outerwears that I fell in love with immediately yesterday! Come on, I think I am getting them soon too!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~
& I have a cute friend who posted this on my Facebook's wall.
"I like your question, but I'm still waiting, hehehe!"
Oh well, I wanted my comment to be lengthier actually. HAHAHAHHA! No, I'm keeping to myself!
& Heng, do I look like I'm the sort who won't tell you if I've got such good news?! Oh please, I'm not like you! I am, & repeat AM, not happy because I was the last to know that you're attached! HAHHAHAHHAHA, but it's past. I'm not already, but I am once before.
Laugh out loud!
Truthfully, you'll be the first (few) to know if I am attached. HAHAHA! Definitely not the last, because I've known you for exactly a full cycle of Zodiac!
Nice, & I like that.
Who would actually believe this, but we can't deny that we actually had, right? You know I love you, and you know you love me, too ♥♥♥
Although I am really lazy to type out an entry to update the blog, I still remember that I should be keeping this blog..
alive.
Ever since attachment was done with, I've been stuck at home watching HK drama -- 宫心计. Trust me, believe me, it WAS definitely a marvellous show. It was educational, & I'd finished the show within one week. I'd reflected quite a bit, and shall try my best to continue achieving a better me.
In the drama, there's a character named 三好 "Three Good". The reason why she was named that..? It all came from "做好事, 存好心, 说好话" ("do good things, have a good heart, speak good things").
Meaningful, isn't it?
Yet, finding it meaningful without actions are useless. What's the point keeping your thumbs up to this phrase without taking the steps, right?
I know, & you know that, people like you and me always or most of the time forget things that have been delivered to us. However, when we are reminded, we will then start to remember and keep thinking about it. You get it?
Other than this, I was out for some singing!
:D
After 7pm, was dinner back at Tampines.
Anyway, I haven't been good because I bought things online again! Items not here yet, though. To add on, I saw two outerwears that I fell in love with immediately yesterday! Come on, I think I am getting them soon too!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~
& I have a cute friend who posted this on my Facebook's wall.
"I like your question, but I'm still waiting, hehehe!"
Oh well, I wanted my comment to be lengthier actually. HAHAHAHHA! No, I'm keeping to myself!
& Heng, do I look like I'm the sort who won't tell you if I've got such good news?! Oh please, I'm not like you! I am, & repeat AM, not happy because I was the last to know that you're attached! HAHHAHAHHAHA, but it's past. I'm not already, but I am once before.
Laugh out loud!
Truthfully, you'll be the first (few) to know if I am attached. HAHAHA! Definitely not the last, because I've known you for exactly a full cycle of Zodiac!
Nice, & I like that.
Who would actually believe this, but we can't deny that we actually had, right? You know I love you, and you know you love me, too ♥♥♥
Monday, March 22, 2010, 22:31
老爸回来了!
Each time my dad comes home from either a five-day religious trip or longer, I'd thank God for returning him back to us safely.
Each time I remember, I'd never forget to thank God because my family are talking, nagging, shouting, walking, running, jumping, scolding etc.. in front of me.
So thank God, for giving us another breath each day we wake up from our peaceful dream.
So thank God, for us being able to be free from earthquakes, disasters etc..
So thank God, for our healthy body, mind and soul.
So thank God.
I have, & always have.
What about you?
Each time my dad comes home from either a five-day religious trip or longer, I'd thank God for returning him back to us safely.
Each time I remember, I'd never forget to thank God because my family are talking, nagging, shouting, walking, running, jumping, scolding etc.. in front of me.
So thank God, for giving us another breath each day we wake up from our peaceful dream.
So thank God, for us being able to be free from earthquakes, disasters etc..
So thank God, for our healthy body, mind and soul.
So thank God.
I have, & always have.
What about you?
Tuesday, March 9, 2010, 22:52
I'd always remember how we met, how we first get to know each other. I appreciate, and still appreciating, the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years that we've shared thus far.
I love it when we'd always try to avoid each disagreement between us, giving in to me(& you), respect that we had for each other..
I love it where we'd text each other to show that we still care, love, cherish each other, even if it's once in a blue moon.
I love it when even a short eye contact could tell me(& you) what's in the mind.
People like you and me, always say that words cannot express how much we're feeling. So I wish if possible, the heart can pump everything out. When the heart stops pumping, sorry but everything would have been pumped out. If you understand what I'm saying.
Then again, I am quite thankful to her (the one who introduced you to me), to GOD, to fate, to everything else that matter. For they brought you and me close enough to continue the fate that we had accumulated from the previous lives.
& I must say, I've never doubt that having you in my life is one of the most beautiful things that had happened.
Officially, you are one of the loves in this heart located at the left side of mine.
I love it when we'd always try to avoid each disagreement between us, giving in to me(& you), respect that we had for each other..
I love it where we'd text each other to show that we still care, love, cherish each other, even if it's once in a blue moon.
I love it when even a short eye contact could tell me(& you) what's in the mind.
People like you and me, always say that words cannot express how much we're feeling. So I wish if possible, the heart can pump everything out. When the heart stops pumping, sorry but everything would have been pumped out. If you understand what I'm saying.
Then again, I am quite thankful to her (the one who introduced you to me), to GOD, to fate, to everything else that matter. For they brought you and me close enough to continue the fate that we had accumulated from the previous lives.
& I must say, I've never doubt that having you in my life is one of the most beautiful things that had happened.
Officially, you are one of the loves in this heart located at the left side of mine.
Monday, March 8, 2010, 11:40
What's wrong? Is there something wrong with me? Why am I feeling this? There must be something wrong with me. I felt the distant. I felt I'm like a nonsense, like a disturbance, like a nuisance, like..
I think I am very possessive, too protective of people around me. No, I am actually.
I think I am too bossy, setting too high a expectation of people around me. No, I am actually.
I think I am so naive that I thought, people around me can be my friend till the last breath. No, I am actually.
I think I am too gullible, I was deceived by the thoughts that I'd always think people around me do love me, like I love them too. No, I am actually.
& now, I can confirm that the intimacy between you and me is not how long we've known, but how committed we have been.
太天真的以为..
& if you feel me.
100th.
Date: 13 March 2010
Time: 8pm
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium
I WANT TO GO LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~
:( x100000000000000
I think I am very possessive, too protective of people around me. No, I am actually.
I think I am too bossy, setting too high a expectation of people around me. No, I am actually.
I think I am so naive that I thought, people around me can be my friend till the last breath. No, I am actually.
I think I am too gullible, I was deceived by the thoughts that I'd always think people around me do love me, like I love them too. No, I am actually.
& now, I can confirm that the intimacy between you and me is not how long we've known, but how committed we have been.
太天真的以为..
& if you feel me.
Friday, March 5, 2010, 11:10
100th.
Thursday, March 4, 2010, 23:52
Date: 13 March 2010
Time: 8pm
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium
I WANT TO GO LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~
:( x100000000000000