"the story begins with you and me."
P L A Y . T H E . P A S T:
Monday, August 31, 2009, 22:53
I just got to put this for remembrance.
SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!
HEHEHE.
Okay, but I don't have a car. Still, it's alright! At least, I've gotten one burden down my shoulder. It has been a very busy and learnt-a-lot year, thus far. I love it because I really put in a lot of effort in almost everything I do, although it's really tedious for me to come this far. I love it when I really tried to stay awake in almost all lectures & paid attention, of course most importantly was..
I TRIED MY SUPER BEST TO NOT SKIP LECTURES & YEA, I DID IT!
Truthfully, a few times only la, hahaha. I also love it when I made efforts to keep myself going when it comes to exam period. Although there are times whereby I would take a nap in the afternoon, watch TV programmes, play Viwawa & all that you could think of, yet, I still hope my efforts would pay off in time to come.
I also did something that when I come to think of it, I felt stupid. Really, spells S-T-U-P-I-D. Oh my goodness, it's like the worst I can ever do, I guess! I'd never wanted to make a new friend this much, like seriously.
Alright, enough of this upset thing.
I'm so looking forward to the spin in about 2 weeks time, or not really. He's a very busy man know! Lawyer, okay?! Don't play play sia.
Oh, should I be excited about attachment tomorrow, or not? Friend said it's quite slack, with like 20 students in total? So that means if call bell is ringing, it'll be like 1/20 of a chance for one to answer it lor? Somemore, it's air-conditioned this time round, SHIOKNESS but hopefully it's not too cold for me to take!
I am really looking forward to the last day, 25sept will be. I planned to take Ezekell out, go sing, feel like bowling, jogging, etc. Hopefully, movies too! The Proposal, BandSlam, Coco Before Chanel, & whatever is nice.
"The heartbeat will prove it."
Sunday, August 30, 2009, 23:18
On 28aug, I encouraged WeiZhi & WeiLing to go for blood donation with me. They went, but in the end, only WeiZhi donated.
Out of the 9 times I went, I was rejected twice because my iron level was low, including this time.
Each time, I was very disappointed & upset, really. Still, very glad that I am able to influence people to go for blood donation [:
I think it was three months ago, my previous donation, there were few guys who saw me at the bus stop & I overheard that they said they wanted to go for blood donation too! You know, it's really nice [:
Oh, & I'm not going to give up, shall go again around end of September. One of my favourite months.
Recently, I thought a lot, more of my future or something like that. I sort of like figured out what exactly I will need to save up for something I really wanted (& needed) in my life, someday out there. It's not something new or out of the ordinary, but in my opinion, I really don't think there's so much of a benefit from spending on impractical things (except own's pleasure).
At times, I really dread for school & attachments. It's like totally no time for family (especially during school period) & girlfriends (especially during attachments). Somemore, attachment always occupy 3 to 4 weeks of the long vacation & we are only left with like.. 3 weeks of holiday.
Seriously.
I so wanna bring Ezekell to Explorer's Kid, hopefully sometime after my attachment [: I also wanna go Paintball-ing leh, WeiZhi & AnQi! It's expensive though.
William Ong said he would bring me out for a spin today, but didn't due to some reasons. How sad.
What's for this year's 19th? I wonder.
Friday, August 28, 2009, 23:32
If ever, a stranger approaches you because he/she wants to be your friend, what would you do?
To me, sincerity is the priority.
p/s: Exams are finally over, attachment starts next Monday - for 19days. It's totally crabs, prawns & lobsters.
CRApppppppppppppppppBs.
Update tomorrow.
To me, sincerity is the priority.
p/s: Exams are finally over, attachment starts next Monday - for 19days. It's totally crabs, prawns & lobsters.
CRApppppppppppppppppBs.
Update tomorrow.
Saturday, August 22, 2009, 23:11
"I kissed a boy today, who didn't wish I was someone else."
If only.
Friday, August 21, 2009, 11:04
This morning, I woke up and received a bomb on my laptop, from some nasty reptile.
Luckily I have alcohol swabs.
Okay, I'm going back to pharmacology-ing.
Exam at 1600 later, one hour paper!
Driving into circuit at 1800 after that, dead beat.
Luckily I have alcohol swabs.
Okay, I'm going back to pharmacology-ing.
Exam at 1600 later, one hour paper!
Driving into circuit at 1800 after that, dead beat.
Sunday, August 16, 2009, 20:53
I really cannot forgive myself, for I made a stupid mistake today! It's nothing serious, it's just a game.
& what's worst is the forfeit.
I had to chicken dance!
$%#*&^!@#!
You know I wasn't like Gloria, so love to act (爱演)! HAHAHHAHAHHAA. Totally lor! & I swear I will remember Gary T. (for introducing this forfeit) & chicken dance for the rest of my life! WAHAHHAHA.
& that day, I dreamt of him (facebook's friend). You know, I wanted so much to befriend him but no response at all lor! & then in the dream, we were like close friends! It's really something I yearn for, but only God knows.
Talking about dreams, I had a nightmare this afternoon during my 3 hours of nap! I can really sleep man, but not as much as WeiZhi can! HAHAHHAHAHA.
Anyway, I really need to continue my revision already.
p/s: I'm missing my girlfriends.
& what's worst is the forfeit.
I had to chicken dance!
$%#*&^!@#!
You know I wasn't like Gloria, so love to act (爱演)! HAHAHHAHAHHAA. Totally lor! & I swear I will remember Gary T. (for introducing this forfeit) & chicken dance for the rest of my life! WAHAHHAHA.
& that day, I dreamt of him (facebook's friend). You know, I wanted so much to befriend him but no response at all lor! & then in the dream, we were like close friends! It's really something I yearn for, but only God knows.
Talking about dreams, I had a nightmare this afternoon during my 3 hours of nap! I can really sleep man, but not as much as WeiZhi can! HAHAHHAHAHA.
Anyway, I really need to continue my revision already.
p/s: I'm missing my girlfriends.
Friday, August 14, 2009, 23:55
This morning, I went to school at 0900 & left school at almost 1000. That's very hardworking, I know. HAHAHAHAHA.
& I felt very guilty because I didn't study anything today. After having lunch with Weiling, we went to arcade. Like, ?!?!?!??!?! Totally know how to enjoy ourselves man, hahaha.
Anyway, we met this guy over there. To me, he seems as if he's a doctor. You know, sometimes some people, they just have that kind of look of certain role. Like, teacher-look, doctor-look, friendly-look, kind-look, kiddy-look, people-see-will-say-so-fake-look.
Joke!
Okay, then, he asked us something (not whatsoever you're thinking about) and we were very impressed by him playing the particular game. I think it's called Ju-something, or is it not?
Anyway, it's really gonna be very long-winded if I were to continue.
In any case, he's really a very friendly & approachable type of person. So I told Weiling that I WILL SURE BEFRIEND HIM WHEN I SEE HIM NEXT TIME!
Like, seriously.com!
Perhaps I'd become more open, open to even strangers. I thought to myself, what's wrong with making more friends, huhhhhhhhh?
& I was wearing a tee today. I guess it has no fate with Pearl Milk Tea man.
Weeks ago, I bought Pearl Milk Tea at Sembawang. What happened? The very first moment I drank it, the milk tea flows out from the opening and onto my tee! It was a super big patch lor! I was only about to go somebody's house lehhhhhh!
Totally.
& then just now, Weiling has got (no, she doesn't la) some difficulty in drinking Pearl Milk Tea. I don't know what's wrong with her that her mouth actually 'splashed' milk tea onto my sleeve! Luckily it's only a few small patches.
Maybe it's her braces la, hor? :p
& I think maybe the elephants on my tee don't like to drink milk tea la. HAHAHAHHAHAH. What sia?! -.-
p/s: The guy is like double size of myself, so it's definitely not my cup of tea.
?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
-.-
Anyone knows the meaning or understand what the above quote is saying?
Tell me please, thank you.
& I felt very guilty because I didn't study anything today. After having lunch with Weiling, we went to arcade. Like, ?!?!?!??!?! Totally know how to enjoy ourselves man, hahaha.
Anyway, we met this guy over there. To me, he seems as if he's a doctor. You know, sometimes some people, they just have that kind of look of certain role. Like, teacher-look, doctor-look, friendly-look, kind-look, kiddy-look, people-see-will-say-so-fake-look.
Joke!
Okay, then, he asked us something (not whatsoever you're thinking about) and we were very impressed by him playing the particular game. I think it's called Ju-something, or is it not?
Anyway, it's really gonna be very long-winded if I were to continue.
In any case, he's really a very friendly & approachable type of person. So I told Weiling that I WILL SURE BEFRIEND HIM WHEN I SEE HIM NEXT TIME!
Like, seriously.com!
Perhaps I'd become more open, open to even strangers. I thought to myself, what's wrong with making more friends, huhhhhhhhh?
& I was wearing a tee today. I guess it has no fate with Pearl Milk Tea man.
Weeks ago, I bought Pearl Milk Tea at Sembawang. What happened? The very first moment I drank it, the milk tea flows out from the opening and onto my tee! It was a super big patch lor! I was only about to go somebody's house lehhhhhh!
Totally.
& then just now, Weiling has got (no, she doesn't la) some difficulty in drinking Pearl Milk Tea. I don't know what's wrong with her that her mouth actually 'splashed' milk tea onto my sleeve! Luckily it's only a few small patches.
Maybe it's her braces la, hor? :p
& I think maybe the elephants on my tee don't like to drink milk tea la. HAHAHAHHAHAH. What sia?! -.-
p/s: The guy is like double size of myself, so it's definitely not my cup of tea.
?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
-.-
Anyone knows the meaning or understand what the above quote is saying?
Tell me please, thank you.
Thursday, August 13, 2009, 19:58
That day, mom bought these for me.
11 different types of masks, free 1 Shiseido Black Mask.
Three of them:
Japanese Cherry Blossoms Mask.
Strawberry Yoghurt Mask.
Chocolate Mask.
Saw how nice the packagings were?
Okay, I think I sounded very ignorant, oh well.
I'd used the Aloe Vera Mask, let's see how others work for me. Do you want some too? [:
Oh & hey, join Plurk too!
Don't forget to add me :D
11 different types of masks, free 1 Shiseido Black Mask.
Three of them:
Japanese Cherry Blossoms Mask.
Strawberry Yoghurt Mask.
Chocolate Mask.
Saw how nice the packagings were?
Okay, I think I sounded very ignorant, oh well.
I'd used the Aloe Vera Mask, let's see how others work for me. Do you want some too? [:
Oh & hey, join Plurk too!
Don't forget to add me :D
01:46
Date: 5aug'09
Location: NYP Computer Lab
Details: Studying for BCLS Theory
THIS IS A GOOD TAKE LOR, but she doesn't want to be recognised leh, I think.
"..& who knows?"
..
WE CLICKS LIKE HOW YOU HAD BEEN CLICKING THIS
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.
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.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.
What sia?!
Totally a joke man -.-
& I believe you can see how much effort I've been putting in to make my entries a better one, right?
Say yes or die.
Okay, joke.
Must be more civilised.
[:
p/s:
It took me almost two hours to finish this entry, why?
ALL BECAUSE OF BLOGGER LOR, can't be my fault what!
Someone please take my laptop away so that I can start my revision for exams! Totally.
It'll be another one hour in school tomorrow.
Yesterday, I overheard my dad talking on the phone. He said as the days go by, he can't help but to feel more afraid.
& then I thought, "DEATH?!".
My heart sank, you know? What if it really happens? I'm so gonna cry till god-knows-what, seriously.
& then I thought, "Why, while we are still alive, people just won't give others a chance? Why, while we are still alive, people just won't give it a try? At least we know we've tried, isn't it?".
Uh-huh?! That's why we are human being ma!
I just don't have the courage to talk to him in Facebook anymore.
Ignorance? Perhaps that's what I don't wish to encounter again.
Photos taken on 15may'09.
Xueming's 18th.
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Previous blood donation.
Next would be 28th of August, wanna go too?
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31july'09 marks the end of PFFL.
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Date: 25july'09
Time: Evening
Location: Tampines Ikea
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This story is about a grandson and his grandma. It's really a nice story, really heartfelt. If you could grab hold of one, finish the short story.
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Location: NYP
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Thank GOD, I passed my BCLS theory and practical test.
That means, I am now a certified CPR rescuer or whatsoever you call it.
Last week, I caught two movies.
Date: Thursday, 6aug.
Present: Weiling, Dr. Joseph & myself.
It was quite okay, funny at times, except that some scenes are boring.
Date: Friday, 7aug.
Present: The girlfriends, loves!
This is nice man, I tell you. No details, just go watch!
& then, you know what? Movie ended at 0025 or so, & I got home at 1plus. That's fine, except that I woke up at 0640 when my driving lesson starts at 0645! Totally win already lor.
No, the lesson was early slot because early morning is the best time to learn in the circuit. It's my first time driving in there, by the way.
The instructor's boss was sarcastic. You know what? He said sorry because he didn't manage to teach me anything. He said I'm too great already, that's why. & then he continued to ask why others are fine with changing of instructors but not me.
So I told him la, & he sort of like couldn't accept. Then, he commented that I'm like PAP, cannot have oppositions.
!?!?!??!?!
He even said that I can also advise my patients not to change doctors because blahblablablabla. LIKE, WHAT?!
Totally lor.
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I'm so sorry.
I didn't know about the result until I read your blog.
I didn't know when I said "..so easy!", made you more dishearten.
I swear I really didn't know.
Location: NYP Computer Lab
Details: Studying for BCLS Theory
THIS IS A GOOD TAKE LOR, but she doesn't want to be recognised leh, I think.
"..& who knows?"
..
WE CLICKS LIKE HOW YOU HAD BEEN CLICKING THIS
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.
What sia?!
Totally a joke man -.-
& I believe you can see how much effort I've been putting in to make my entries a better one, right?
Say yes or die.
Okay, joke.
Must be more civilised.
[:
p/s:
It took me almost two hours to finish this entry, why?
ALL BECAUSE OF BLOGGER LOR, can't be my fault what!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009, 23:41
Someone please take my laptop away so that I can start my revision for exams! Totally.
It'll be another one hour in school tomorrow.
Yesterday, I overheard my dad talking on the phone. He said as the days go by, he can't help but to feel more afraid.
& then I thought, "DEATH?!".
My heart sank, you know? What if it really happens? I'm so gonna cry till god-knows-what, seriously.
& then I thought, "Why, while we are still alive, people just won't give others a chance? Why, while we are still alive, people just won't give it a try? At least we know we've tried, isn't it?".
Uh-huh?! That's why we are human being ma!
I just don't have the courage to talk to him in Facebook anymore.
Ignorance? Perhaps that's what I don't wish to encounter again.
Monday, August 10, 2009, 23:55
Photos taken on 15may'09.
Xueming's 18th.
----------
Previous blood donation.
Next would be 28th of August, wanna go too?
----------
31july'09 marks the end of PFFL.
----------
Date: 25july'09
Time: Evening
Location: Tampines Ikea
----------
This story is about a grandson and his grandma. It's really a nice story, really heartfelt. If you could grab hold of one, finish the short story.
----------
Location: NYP
----------
Thank GOD, I passed my BCLS theory and practical test.
That means, I am now a certified CPR rescuer or whatsoever you call it.
Last week, I caught two movies.
Date: Thursday, 6aug.
Present: Weiling, Dr. Joseph & myself.
It was quite okay, funny at times, except that some scenes are boring.
Date: Friday, 7aug.
Present: The girlfriends, loves!
This is nice man, I tell you. No details, just go watch!
& then, you know what? Movie ended at 0025 or so, & I got home at 1plus. That's fine, except that I woke up at 0640 when my driving lesson starts at 0645! Totally win already lor.
No, the lesson was early slot because early morning is the best time to learn in the circuit. It's my first time driving in there, by the way.
The instructor's boss was sarcastic. You know what? He said sorry because he didn't manage to teach me anything. He said I'm too great already, that's why. & then he continued to ask why others are fine with changing of instructors but not me.
So I told him la, & he sort of like couldn't accept. Then, he commented that I'm like PAP, cannot have oppositions.
!?!?!??!?!
He even said that I can also advise my patients not to change doctors because blahblablablabla. LIKE, WHAT?!
Totally lor.
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I'm so sorry.
I didn't know about the result until I read your blog.
I didn't know when I said "..so easy!", made you more dishearten.
I swear I really didn't know.
Saturday, August 8, 2009, 23:27
Solution to blogger found!
Shall upload those expired photos and update soooooooooooooooooon!
I MISS YOU.
Shall upload those expired photos and update soooooooooooooooooon!
I MISS YOU.
Saturday, August 1, 2009, 13:51
5 stages of grief:
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance.
I've been through these last year, when I lost grandpa to another world. I cried so hard, I regretted so much. Still, accepted.
"While you stop to think, you often miss the opportunity."
Take it or leave it.
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance.
I've been through these last year, when I lost grandpa to another world. I cried so hard, I regretted so much. Still, accepted.
"While you stop to think, you often miss the opportunity."
Take it or leave it.