"the story begins with you and me."
P L A Y . T H E . P A S T:
Sunday, March 29, 2009, 22:42
She really looks like the younger me!
& she likes to be.. dirty? As in, because every time I wanna clean her mouth after eating, she'll cry or something! Even changing her baju also cannot -.-!
Oh, she 'loves' salivating. Almost everyone got it on their uniform, luckily not mine, hahahahahaha!
It's sometimes not a good thing to know many things which others don't know. It applies to me & it feels.. bad.
Anyway, I'm left with a week of attachment in this ward. I really have got lots of thoughts running in my mind, especially when I'm attaching in there.
How does it feel when you approach a crying child and he/she came wanting you to hold him/her but you were helpless as somebody forbids you?
How does it feel when you see a not-even-a-month-old baby crying loudly when he/she was given some suctioning through his/her nose & mouth?
How does it feel when you see a child struggling when doctor/nurses wanted to draw blood from his/her small arm?
How does it feel when you heard a child crying miserably somewhere and you just can't seem to find him/her?
How would you feel?
My heart shattered again and again. The blood just can't seem to stop bleeding for them.
& many a time, I just can't give them stern looks nor can I not give in to them or something.
What can I do?
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
自我催眠 - 罗志祥
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 22:33
I'd assure myself that I'll be fine..
some time after the sun comes out again,
or maybe again, and again, and again..
& then..
I'd reassure myself that I'm not the most miserable one.
I'd try to find something that I can suck out every single unhappiness in me..
some time when the sky turns pink; which is impossible.
So it's difficult for me to be a baby right? Somebody who will not have to worry about anything, or be troubled by something.
How, or when, could I take things as lightly as feather can be?
some time after the sun comes out again,
or maybe again, and again, and again..
& then..
I'd reassure myself that I'm not the most miserable one.
I'd try to find something that I can suck out every single unhappiness in me..
some time when the sky turns pink; which is impossible.
So it's difficult for me to be a baby right? Somebody who will not have to worry about anything, or be troubled by something.
How, or when, could I take things as lightly as feather can be?
Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
All Or Nothing - O-Town
Saturday, March 21, 2009, 23:05
I'm finally back with legs aching and a tired mind.
Although there's nothing much to do in the Obstetric's ward, except in the nursery, I'm/we're still feeling tired after work.
What I love most about in the ward is working in the nursery! Newborns are so cuteeeeeeee, I cannot describe and I know you know.
I fed them, bathed one of them and changed diapers + baju + blue/pink blanket! You know, the blanket, the one that helps to differentiate whether it's a boy or girl? HAHAHHAHA.
Other than these, I'd usually carry them and they'll stay quiet and sleep securely! GOODNESSSSSSSSSSS. So adorable lor!
A pity that next two weeks will be in Paediatric's ward ):
Attachment on Monday!
Results out on Tuesday! (if not wrong)
怎么可以..
我乱了阵脚.
它, 为他动摇了吗?
Although there's nothing much to do in the Obstetric's ward, except in the nursery, I'm/we're still feeling tired after work.
What I love most about in the ward is working in the nursery! Newborns are so cuteeeeeeee, I cannot describe and I know you know.
I fed them, bathed one of them and changed diapers + baju + blue/pink blanket! You know, the blanket, the one that helps to differentiate whether it's a boy or girl? HAHAHHAHA.
Other than these, I'd usually carry them and they'll stay quiet and sleep securely! GOODNESSSSSSSSSSS. So adorable lor!
A pity that next two weeks will be in Paediatric's ward ):
管他们怎么讲
为了你哪怕会受多少伤
就算要付出多惨的代价
只要我
能留你在身旁
闭上眼就一路随着风勇敢去闯
For You - 5566
Saturday, March 14, 2009, 22:12
"Kindness can help regulate emotions, which has a positive impact on our heath."
"Now we're discovering that kindness will not only make you happier, it might help you live longer.."
"Give and receive"
"It can be tough"
"Feel-good factor"
"Spread it around"
"Giving freely"
"From little acorns"
"How to be kind
- Buy a packet of nuts and a few packs of chocolates from the supermarket and give them to a homeless person.
- Visit an aged-care home and spend an hour playing cards with someone who doesn't get many visitors.
- Carry a heavy suitcase for someone who looks like they're struggling.
- Buy some lottery tickets and give them freely to people who don't expect it.
- Offer your seat on the train or bus to someone else, even if the person is younger or fitter.
- Make a dinner for a friend who is going through rough times.
- From Diego Villaveces, http://www.pifaustralia.org/"
- Reader's Digest (March 2009)
Attachment on Monday!
Results out on Tuesday! (if not wrong)
你的眼睛 你的耳朵
你的思考 你的幽默
你的额头都吸引著我
我的甜蜜 我的害羞
我的微笑 我的酒窝
我的拳头都为你而活
你要好好地疼我
才能够牵我的手
野蛮女友 - 陈乔恩
怎么可以..
我乱了阵脚.
它, 为他动摇了吗?
Thursday, March 12, 2009, 23:05
Photos taken on birthday, 7mar!
Oh ya, credits to Serene's camera -- both 6mar & 7mar!
"Why kindness is good for you?"
Update again.
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
每一个梦想 有无限的快乐
Oh ya, credits to Serene's camera -- both 6mar & 7mar!
"Ohio researchers found that otherwise healthy teens who slept less than 6.5 hours a night were 2.5 times likely than those who slept longer to have elevated blood pressure."
".. revealed that the systolic blood pressure of teens with "low sleep efficiency" - a measure of sleep quality defined as "having trouble falling or staying asleep" - was, on average, four points higher than that of teens who slept well."
".. the sleep-deprived were 3.5 times more likely to have prehypertension or hypertension."
".. researchers caution that untreated hypertension can increase the risk of stroke and other cardiovascular diseases later in life."
- Reader's Digest (March 2009)
"Why kindness is good for you?"
Update again.
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
每一个梦想 有无限的快乐
Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 22:10
On 6mar, this handsome chap was at East Point Mall! I swear I didn't go there purposely, but my sister needs to go there to collect something from her friend and so I went with intention to see him. HAHHAHAHAHA.
He's damn cute plus hilarious lor! Oh, and he's coming again around 17apr to 19apr bah!
Super crowded over there and he got high (according to the news) and took a fan's camera to 自拍! *$(@&#$^(!$*(&@($!
Jealous!
Okay, anyway, I went to my cousin's birthday chalet after that.
Update again.
He's damn cute plus hilarious lor! Oh, and he's coming again around 17apr to 19apr bah!
Super crowded over there and he got high (according to the news) and took a fan's camera to 自拍! *$(@&#$^(!$*(&@($!
Jealous!
Okay, anyway, I went to my cousin's birthday chalet after that.
Update again.
人生就像一场赌局，不可能把把都赢.
只要筹码在自己手上，就永远都会有希望.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 22:58
26jan!
It's the first time, we took a group photo but 3 were not present that day.
It's the first time, grandpa were not present that day and he'll never be there again.
It's the first time..
On 5mar, I went cycling with nurses Y and F! Yea, we went ECP but W didn't manage to wake up early and she came all the way from Yew Tee and managed to have lunch only. The weather was nice, and felt damn shiok after cycling!
The key to my every emotions?
Only one, that's you.
It's the first time, we took a group photo but 3 were not present that day.
It's the first time, grandpa were not present that day and he'll never be there again.
It's the first time..
On 5mar, I went cycling with nurses Y and F! Yea, we went ECP but W didn't manage to wake up early and she came all the way from Yew Tee and managed to have lunch only. The weather was nice, and felt damn shiok after cycling!
The key to my every emotions?
Only one, that's you.
Monday, March 9, 2009, 23:14
On 28feb, we celebrated Coewe's 19th birthday!
It's her last TEEN birthday, and ours will come soon!
Like, do you believe that we'd made so much friends?
Like, do you believe that in the past, we'd gone through so much that when we think back, there were really zillions of work that we'd done?
Like, do you believe that it's actually all for real?
Like, do you believe that we actually lived for nineTEEN years of age?
Like, do you believe..
Have you watched? This drama actually broke the record of having the most viewers watching! *Hold Ctrl and click either image to watch!
I wonder why I don't know why.
Sigh.
NR0808/NYP students!
Click the above image to know where to get those important dates for every semester!
P/S: Press Alt+Z when you get into the website -- to Add to Favourites, if you feel like it.
This is what I drew when I took the drawahouse personality test. I know, and I always do, that my drawing cannot make it. That's why I admire people who draws well!
*Click my drawing to take the test!
Okay, and this was the result I got.
Perhaps?
& 小猪's coming to Singapore next Friday! He'll be at East Point Mall (Simei) at 7pm, to sign his latest album.
Like so long already hor?
It's her last TEEN birthday, and ours will come soon!
Like, do you believe that we'd made so much friends?
Like, do you believe that in the past, we'd gone through so much that when we think back, there were really zillions of work that we'd done?
Like, do you believe that it's actually all for real?
Like, do you believe that we actually lived for nineTEEN years of age?
Like, do you believe..
Have you watched? This drama actually broke the record of having the most viewers watching! *Hold Ctrl and click either image to watch!
"多少的爱说不出口
就让时间帮我说话
我一个人拼命挣扎
总比两个人一起难过还好吧"
如果分离是唯一的解脱
最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过
遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱
连未来也没有我
爱着你 仍是我的执着
爱着你 唯一的解脱
解脱 - 李玖哲
I wonder why I don't know why.
Sigh.
Sunday, March 1, 2009, 22:46
NR0808/NYP students!
Click the above image to know where to get those important dates for every semester!
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This is what I drew when I took the drawahouse personality test. I know, and I always do, that my drawing cannot make it. That's why I admire people who draws well!
*Click my drawing to take the test!
Okay, and this was the result I got.
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family (oh, I love my friends too, okay!). You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
Perhaps?
& 小猪's coming to Singapore next Friday! He'll be at East Point Mall (Simei) at 7pm, to sign his latest album.
Like so long already hor?