ZS!

2010-09-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

Don't.
Don't tell me I'm letting you go.

Seriously, that's not my wish.
Neither will it be your command.

..because I still believe.

2010-09-04T15:12:00.001+08:00

In life, there should always be give-and-take.

Somehow, some keep giving without receiving.
Somehow, some keep taking without returning.

Yet, somehow, some of these human don't mind at all. Why is that so?

Two papers left for us next week, hang on.
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Dear Shaari

How are you? You haven't been coming into my dreams, I miss you. I'm going through some sickening matters in life lately. I wish I could tell you in the dream.

Come okay? Could you also make sure that you give me some advices too? I'm so stucked, I don't know who to tell, I don't know whether I should continue or not, I don't know..

Don't know don't know don't know!
Stucked stucked stucked!

Miss you.

2010-08-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

你能不能主動?
我偶爾也是很被動的!
對我說一句,

"我很好, 只是很想你."

我就真的會開心的..
覺得之前甚麼的, 都無所謂了!

2010-08-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

I believe I am doing the right thing, I know it's working. I just pray that things won't take too long to come my way.

遇见你, 害我把灵魂出卖.
我很好, 只是很想你.

2010-08-17T21:58:00.004+08:00

Recently, I couldn't fall asleep until I'm in bed for at least almost 2 hours. I don't like this, the feeling is terrible. Have I been thinking too much? I had tried to avoid many things that could distract myself from living as peacefully as possible.

Then again, I could find myself waking up in the middle of my sleep in the early morning. Best thing, but better thing was I can't go back to sleep until 1 hour later.

Totally crap.

2010-08-17T20:02:00.001+08:00

你~~不可能~~是我的王子

也许我不会懂
从我说爱你以后
你的天空星星都亮了
(有吗?)

我要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
(可以相信吗?)

我望着天
在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心装满的都是你

你的钢琴弹奏的都是我
(会吗? 希望.)

我的日记
写满的都是你的名
(保密的, 没人懂.)

2010-08-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

最怕的, 是你爱了, 我却放手了.
所以, 亲爱的, 不要让我遗憾没能陪你一起老, 好不好?

2010-08-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

把那些写过给你的信
重读一遍两遍几百遍

再考虑一下到底是否
应该慢慢的一一删掉

是否其实在乎两个字
根本重来没有出现过

从来
有没有人想过
我是多么担心
担心我在那陌生的地方
都是陌生的人
我要怎么生存

虽然我的适应能力还算不错
但就算这样又如何

交际能力也有限
不是每个喜欢你的人
也会喜欢我

我挣扎很多次
我怀疑自己数百次
我问过自己上千次

是否一开始
我就不应该出现在那世界里

其实
你我都懂
再多的字
想说的话
都不能完整的表达出来

你不懂
"多的是你不知道的事"

如果这一切
你会懂

因为很多事
我做过的
很多人
都以不理会
不在乎的心态
而对待

They said love is blind, but I'm not blinded. I know what I want, I know what I need, I know what I've been struggling for, I know how much I have to pay for this perseverance.

Even though I know what the consequences may be, what outcome I'll get, I need to try. I need to, that's all I believe.

Perhaps there's no progress at all, but I wanna know how long my determination can last, at least I'd given my best.

Would God do the rest?

"除了你我什么都没有看到."

2010-08-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

I don't know why I care so much when people I care don't even bother.

I'm lacking a huge amount of security.

2010-08-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

I dislike but I really love it when we really do have the telepathy -- because very often, we came online at the same time; like NOW!

2010-08-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

我发现
比想象更想你
比爱你更爱你

感觉是如此的强烈
因为我很爱你

感觉是如此的痛苦
因为你很无情
请你给我一点回应

2010-07-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

我想要说..

如果你觉得我和你在一起时
有点多话
笑话有点冷
说的话有点听不懂
或偶尔觉得我有点玩疯了

原谅我

这些只不过是
因为我和你在一起时
我感觉自在了
我也许还会有些保留

不过
原谅我

我希望我的完美
能留在你脑海里
那就够了

朋友
也许有时候要求会高
那是希望
大家可以一起成长

我们一起变老, 好不好?

2010-07-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

【给自己安慰的10句温馨话】
1、最重要的是今天的心；
2、别总是自己跟自己过不去；
3、用心做自己该做的事；
4、不要过于计较别人的评价；
5、每个人都有自己的活法；
6、喜欢自己才会拥抱生活；
7、不必一味讨好别人；
8、木已成舟便要顺其自然；
9、不妨暂时丢开烦心事；
10、自己感觉幸福就是幸福..

I can't wait for Tuesday!

& gotten the good news about our FYP project after my nap this late afternoon. The lecturer is very happy with our innovation and would want us to exhibit (or something like that) on next Wednesday!

With this, I thank my groupmates for sacrificing their time on this project (& other projects too).

Tomorrow will be a better day.

2010-07-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

I love friends whom I love them and the love is exchanged too.

I'm especially happy tonight, hehehe.

Night!

2010-07-28T13:44:00.004+08:00

道歉, 只因为我要和谐~ 不代表我是错的.

我没说什么, 就请你不要对号入座, 感谢您.

Happy 20th birthday, WENDY TAN!

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不管你对或错, 都对不起好了! 只因为你要的是和谐~
说过, 不是没主见! 是有修养~~

诚实是美德!
善良是美德!
一视同仁是美德!

原谅.. 何尝不是一种美德?

I'm looking forward to 7pm! GOGOGO!

2010-07-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna be a kind-hearted person today, I'm sorry.

2010-07-26T22:00:00.003+08:00

I had nightmares last night. I dreamt about deaths.

End of story.

Good night, darling.

2010-07-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

I ain't liking this unpleasant feeling.
Take it from me, forever, dear God.

I'd always wished humans are pleasant mammals, but there're always those who want to prove me wrong.

I'd always wished humans are as soft-hearted as clouds, but there're always those who want to prove me wrong.

I'd always wished humans are unbias, but there're always things that they said/do that prove me wrong.

I'd always wished humans are many of these and that, but there're too many who couldn't be of those "these-and-that".

I wished he was here, at least let me know he's here for me.

2010-07-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

"我没有很想你，只是在早上醒来时，看看有没有你发来信息和未接来电；我没有很想你，只是把你来电调成唯一的铃音；我没有很想你，只是在听歌时，被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白；我没有很想你，只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音；我又没有很想你，只是每次醒来时，第一个想到你.."

I DIDN'T~ DIDN'T! DIDN'T! DIDN'T! DIDN'T.........

I did.

Jam Hsiao's Concert DVD was here!
Many loves ^^v

Yesterday was pool, I'm loving it! (:

I just wanted to start my 100 words reflection. It was only 10 marks in total, with weightage of only 10%. Imagine, if we were to get full marks (10), so 10% of it would only be 1 mark. So imagine, when we get 8 marks, HOW MUCH ARE WE GETTING?!

SO what's the point of writing 100 words reflection?

Waste papers, waste inks, waste electricity (to use laptop), waste waste waste!

2010-07-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

想你想到快疯掉~ 你知不知道?

I'd been dreaming of him lately. Everyday, that is.

I needa go out to collect something at 2plus later! I'd been spending money recently, I needa control! Then again, how to resist especially when I haven't even order what I want from the online shop?!

Somebody tie me up, please.

On a happier note, I'm gonna meet up with few friends for dinner later. She's going to give birth next month! I can't wait to meet the yet-to-be-born babygirl! Oh sweetie~~

Perhaps my god-daughter?!
HEHEHE!

2010-07-23T19:50:00.001+08:00

YAY! ^^v

继续忙!
也继续等待~..

Imy.

2010-07-23T16:53:00.001+08:00

How much do you believe in horoscopes?
你有多相信星座呢?

2010-07-22T22:09:00.004+08:00

我觉得我是一个很容易满足的人!

如果一个人对我不好~ 我会难过!
但如果他/她反过来又帮了我一个小忙~
或和我说说笑笑~
我就几乎忘了什么叫难过!
也许他/她很虚伪~
我也没感觉了..

是怎样呢, 我?

今天是第4天了!
我..
他..
我们..
有缘人吗?

我很贪心~
要的不只是聆听而已~
而是在我身边..
让我听到你每天的关心, 细心等~
不管是用什么方式
只要我感觉得到..
让我知道你是在乎我的!

今天
女人说~
某人喜欢我!
我整个就是晕~~~~~~~~~~
她一定是在开玩笑!

不好笑咯!
完全就是让我很尴尬~
不知道要怎么继续和他像普通朋友这样过~~
女人啊~ 女人!

I apologize for this Chinese entry.

I shall continue with my 500 words executive summary & 100 words reflection!
Good night!

2010-07-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

我的有缘人呢?
好希望他快点收到我送的东东~
然后告诉我说:
"我们的缘分会在80年后才会停止.. 所以请把握时间!"

我很想他
他是否一样很想我?...........

Dear Shaari

I dreamt of you last night again. The dream was the weirdest in my life thus far. I was told that you've came back to life and back to Roger's side. Absurd indeed! You even thanked those who cried and weaned for you etc. Tell me, what's this dream supposed to mean?

Misses,
me.

2010-07-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

I didn't like shopping for gifts, neither do I really like shopping for my own clothings. I'd do online shopping as convenient as I can. For him, I'd went to shop for gifts I'd like him to have.

From the day I could really recollect the past, this is the first time I'm going all out for something I really want. Something I'd wanted so much, like never before.

"I might have been in love before, but it never felt this strong."

All these while, part of my life revolves around him. I just got to know whether things will turn out what I'd wanted to be.

Then, I'm also afraid because when my imagination starts to go wild, they usually won't happen. Sad thing, it is.

"Hold me tight and ignore what the world says about us."

2010-07-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

怎么办呢?
我觉得我好自以为是~
好像很有信心..
却感觉太过自信~

我又有什么条件来争取我想要的?

2010-07-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

你觉得哪三个字最悲伤?
1.错过了;
2.手放开;
3.我爱你;
4.忘记我;
5.再见了;
6.我累了;
7.永别了;
8.离开你;
9.我不信;
10.好后悔;
11.我恨你;
12.会永远;
13.还在爱;
14.留下来;
15.就这样;
16.过去了。

"有一种女孩在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠。在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道！这种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡。这种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，也会幻想，也会羡慕。这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。若你遇到了这样的女孩，请务必好好珍惜她。这样的女孩请别让她受伤。"

我爱你，不光因为你的样子，还因为，和你在一起时，我的样子；我爱你，不光因为你为我而做的事，还因为，为了你，我能做成的事；我爱你，因为你能唤出，我最真的那部分；我爱你，因为你穿越我心灵的旷野，如同阳光穿透水晶般容易。。。（by Roy Croft ）

"爱情跟本不需要比较，既然曾经选择牵手，就不要轻易说放手。选择了他/她就要给他/她幸福，不要为了一点小事情，一句伤人的话，而放弃了曾经海誓山盟的誓言。人生有太多的遗憾，我们要努力让人生少一些遗憾。珍惜生活，珍惜身边人，让爱情不去比较。理解对方多一点，生活中快乐就会多一点!"

你主动点好吗?

2010-07-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

"对不起, 我不能错过你, 哪怕以后遇见的人会更好.. 以后的风景会更美, 我都不想要, 陪伴在你的身边就是此刻我的希望, 不长, 就一辈子."

真希望你会看到这个.

2010-07-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

“ 当我喜欢你的时，你不喜欢我，当我爱上你的时，你喜欢上我, 当我离开你的时，你却爱上我，是我走得太快，还是你跟不上我的脚步, 我们错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同。”

2010-07-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

Tell me, this is wrong. & what I'm feeling, is right.

我要谢谢你. 谢谢你让我从你身上学了很多~ 不管别人对你再不友善等.. 还是要继续善良! 就算自己有多不甘愿, 还是没办法做到和他们一样不好~ 我庆幸自己的心像白云一样~ 每次我想对别人有多不好, 都做不到! 谢谢你~ 让我在很多时候.. 不知道为什么会偷偷的微笑~ 我想应该是你总是能让我融化掉~ 遇见你, 是我最美丽的意外.

2010-07-17T14:00:00.001+08:00

All of us were only close, only felt the love & care, only at that period of time. Now, it's gone.

So why am I still very bothered about it? I shouldn't be, because nobody cares at all. Really, nobody gives it a damn.

So why am I still pondering over it? I should get over it, I should, really.

Since people don't give a damn & treat your sincerity and all like a pile of shit, maybe I should learn to do that too. Even if, I'm a libra.

Whatever nonsense is coming up, I really should try to get them in from one of my ears and out from another. Perfectly, OUT OF MY MIND AND OUT OF MY SIGHT.

Report for today, done.
Thank you.

p/s: If ever you think you know what I am talking about, please keep your mouth shut because nobody will think that you're a mute even if you're not talking.

2010-07-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

Anything.
Say, people ignore.
Don't say, people treat it as shit.

Whatever.

Good night.

2010-07-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

It's coming to an end for Thursday. I'm loving it, because after tomorrow, I could finally take a long rest during the weekend. I haven't been having enough sleep since World Cup's final, so does everyone.

我要让你意外的发现, 你其实已经慢慢喜欢上我了.

2010-07-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

It's already the mid-week, two more days to go & it'll be a more heavenly heaven. We'll pull through these, although we all know it'll be tough.

I understand everything has become stressful to each individual. Then again, perhaps things were destined to be like this.

If only the decision made earlier was what I'd suggested, then things would be so much heavenly right now.

I know there's no point saying these right now, but people must learn from their experience. They must, and so do I.

If only I'm firm at the start of everything, if only I didn't consider too much in the first place, if only I'm hard-hearted enough..

If only things were like these, so heavenly, then I wouldn't have to say all these.

"世界上有一种人, 不见面的时候会一直惦记着他, 见面时却又脸红心跳, 什么话都说不出口. 他总能轻易地把你的心揪住, 让你无法忘怀, 也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉, 但你仍然甘之如饴, 因为你爱他. 他是你最甜蜜, 最甜蜜的负荷. 这种人, 叫做恋人."

2010-07-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

"我擔心你，因為你的純真最後一定會帶給你痛苦。不怪你，只能說這個世界太複雜了~"
Agreed.

"..只是希望他不要被這個世界同化，不要麻木，就算被傷害，也要保留那份純真，因為最能令人快樂的永遠是純真~"
Agreed.

If only people don't have a heart, there won't be any feelings around.

2010-07-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

下辈子, 我一定要投胎做一个男人. 然后, 娶一个我这样的女人.

Dear you,

我很想你

一整天, 你都没上线, 没有留言~
我找不到你~~

我很想你

很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你
很想你

你知道吗?

love,
me.

2010-07-05T21:50:00.002+08:00

缘份是什么?
是心有灵犀的一种感觉;
是一见如故的一种倾向;
是相见恨晚的一种心情;
是上天安排的最美的际遇;
是深深的牵挂或隐隐的怀念!

缘是一种自然而神秘的心灵力量:
因为一些文字而引起共鸣;
因为一种感觉而动人心弦;
因为一次邂逅而难以忘怀;
因为一次回眸而感慨万千............

2010-07-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

"有一天, 有那么一个人, 我于千万人之中将他一眼记取——不早也不晚, 我们刚好遇到. 他让我坚定得什么都可以不计较."

2010-07-02T09:49:00.003+08:00

I need strength.
I need determination.
I need somebody.

I should have seen it coming.

Or have I been thinking too much?
I have no idea.

Somebody tell me, I am feeling the wrong thing.
& that I should continue to believe what I'd believe in, in the first place.

I need you.

2010-06-26T01:23:00.001+08:00

"If you are going to fall in love, I want to be hold responsible for it."

2010-06-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 days!

What have you been doing these 10 days? I'm doing good, I guess. I'd went to watch The Karate Kid, it was awesome. I'd laughed so loudly, then I stopped because I guessed it was too loud. Okay, I think this sentence is very redundant.

Each day, I got myself with new thoughts. I'd loved it. I even love expressing my feelings honestly, although you may not be the one who know it.

Desperado by Westlife.
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Dear Shaari,

Are you looking down to us from above? You may be glad to see some of us studying, but may not be especially to see some of us slacking. Perhaps not.

I'd remember you so clearly still. The images came flashing in the mind not too often, though.

If you ever see this, or hear me, know that you're still remembered and dearly missed.

Misses,
me.

2010-06-12T15:19:00.002+08:00

一个人承担所有的不开心, 不说, 是想给你最美好的记忆;
不理, 是不想让你看到我脆弱的一面;
不解释, 因为我想在你心中留下最完美的身影.

对不起, 我爱你, 但我却无从选择的离开你.

2010-06-07T21:44:00.003+08:00

I dreamt of him, so vividly. It was him. He wanted to talk to me, yet was interrupted by me.

I see the face so close, so clearly. I wished he was real, was here, but was just a dream.

I hope, I wish, I pray, that these dreams were good signs. Then again, dreams were but on the contrary of reality. Ain't it?

I didn't want to think this negatively, but give me reasons to be more determined before I could get a chance to give up. Will he?

You're too much of an obsession, could you be my possession?

Sorry, I'm too greedy.
"I believe 你总会看到我~"

"If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. When I tell you I don't want to talk about it, I do; I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you; I will.

I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. At the moment, I am working on the ratio. When I get really quiet sometimes, it is because I have too much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and I don't know what to say first.

I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily, but I also like that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. Space is good, too.

I love the way we love some of the same things, and I love how we love entirely different things.

My head is in a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, the future.

I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And I am one person and I am two hands. And I am so glad you exist, and I met you, and I fell for you, and I miss you, and I love you much."

2010-06-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

What if one day I were to go missing, will you miss me?

"The day you give your love to me won't be a day too late.."
-- You To Me Are Everything by The Real Thing.

I'll do whatever it takes to achieve what I want, even if it means to wait. I guess that's the only perseverance that I have to do -- I'd stopped at 13th.

2010-06-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

For you ♥

你是此生最美的风景
让我心碎却如此着迷
就算世界动荡
再绝望也有微笑的勇气

你是此生最美的风景
才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人
是多幸福的事情

- 你是此生最美的风景 by JS

2010-06-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

But you're not here, yet.

2010-06-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

The love that exist in this heart of mine ♥

Last night, I went for night jogging alone. The urge just came, I couldn't stop the thought. I wanted to vent out so much, I don't know who to find. Then again, I know that even if I've found, I don't know where to start from, I don't know whether how I should put it, I don't know if he/she will or will not find me annoying in one way or another. I don't know.

But no worries, I'm much better after the jog. & thank Serene for allowing me to disturb her at her place for some while.

p/s: Serene, you've been eating too much la! I SAW IT HOR! HAHAHAHHA~

As usual, I woke up with aches this morning. It's still aching now, but I like the feeling.

"如果有一天
命运让我们
再次相遇
而你的答案
还缺少了一个回应
或许你不知道
其实
我也在等待
另一个奇迹."
- 三个字 by 乔乔 & 阮经天

2010-06-01T21:34:00.001+08:00

I tell myself, that I am different from others. I am extraordinary, in many ways. Some may know, some may not. I endure, I will endure, I am enduring. For I know things will eventually come to an end, only sooner or later. I'll keep cool, just like how the others can't.

2010-05-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

一切是如此的不可思议
如果不是尝过苦涩的滋味
我想我不会发现
你早已悄悄的在我心中
注入了一口甜蜜
这是触动的感觉

- 海派甜心

2010-05-31T21:59:00.001+08:00

That's fast. It's already the third Monday since the friend had gone. I'm still missing him though, I feel him around the class.

Frankly speaking, ever since the start of year 3, everything in school seem tasteless to me. Well, maybe except lab practices although the theory parts can be quite dry.

Other than that, some things are quite good but a few are going down the hill.

I didn't quite understand, that why some idiots just ruined everything. All are getting on our nerves, and all are giving up, just because of those.

IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH IT.

This afternoon, I told her.
"Do I take that as losing a friend?"
No, I didn't want to think this way. Neither does she. Nobody wants. Tell me, who exactly would want such thing to happen?!

Each, is giving up. What else can each individual do? Nothing, to be precised.

Dear you,

这几天很想你
你应该是知道的

最近你的感觉是怎样的呢?
是温馨的吗?
我都很想知道
告诉我啦~

HAHAHA!

写给你的..
都有看吗?
你知道就好~

虽然不知道你会不会看到这些
但还是要写..
至少让以后的我, 知道..
我曾经有过这样的感觉

以后的我..
再回来看看这些
又会是怎样的心情呢?
是怀念, 还是庆幸?

怀念我曾经有过这些?
还是庆幸因为我曾经勇敢的尝试
所以有了所谓的 "今天" ?

其实
我很想要那天快点到来
因为从来没有那么积极过
就为了一个明明很陌生的人
却觉得不管怎样都应该要认识

你也会是这样吗?

对了, 我忘了
写太多了~
不好意思~~

最后想告诉你~
"我错过了太多于你有关的过去
接下来的, 我不想再错过了"

♥

Love,
Me.

"这种感觉, 此刻, 要我如何面对. 我要怎么和你往来, 你说说看~"
- 茉莉恋 by Jam Hsiao.

2010-05-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

Dear Shaari,

It's been a week and a day already. We're still missing you, you know that. Today, we had foreign students visiting us during the lab lesson. I'm very enthusiatic too. I practised hand rub/scrub.

:)

The foreign students complimented us too, you heard that right? :D

On a down note, do you remember? Anyway, that guy has not replied.

:(

I don't know whether I should keep going, hold on, or give up. I don't really know what my next step should be. I don't know whether things will become better if I persist. I don't know how things will eventually turn out to be like. I don't know..

:( help & tell me, would you?

This 26th, I'm going for it again. This time, I hope I can want what I want at least.

Miss you,
ZS!

2010-05-21T19:52:00.001+08:00

Dear Shaari,

Thank you for coming into my dream last night, although it's only a minute or two.

:)

& I took up my courage for the skill tests today! It was supposed to be on the 25th, & I passed!

:D

Misses,
ZS!

--------------------------------
Recently, I know things around haven't been quite good. I'm still enduring. I really don't like the fact that people couldn't differentiate what's good for them. They take the bad ones, rather than the good ones.

What's this?!

It's not as if it's a very long commitment already.

It's a very selfish thinking when people don't think first before they talk, especially when it's life and death matters.

People struggled to live in those undeveloped countries, and over here, people are thinking about death.

Do you really think that's the right way for you right now?

Yes, you may think it doesn't matter.

Don't your loved ones matter?

& are you trying to say you're going to give up the world for one idiot? Man, things are getting worse.

People care, you ignore. People don't care, you think too much. People do similar things, you think they're together as one. People nag, you think they don't understand you. People scold, you get angry.

What's all these?!

You know people care, worry, love. Do you think you should get angry?

2010-05-20T20:08:00.001+08:00

Dear Shaari,

I'm happy today, very joyful yet mentally tired. I enjoyed today, but I didn't pay much attention to lectures. Then during lab lesson, I suddenly thought of you wanting us to study hard.

I remember :)

Can I tell you a secret?

I'm going to bring up my courage & confess later! Horoscope said 20th is my lucky day for romance! You heard me? You saw this? Bless me, okay?

HEHEHE.
& time now, 08:08pm!

Miss you,
ZS!

2010-05-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Dear Shaari,

It's Wednesday today already. Since morning, everyone has been very tired and sleepy. Still, we hanged on till after the memorial service.

During that, many turned up for it. Were you there? There's so many remembered you, liked you, missed you and you feel that? For this, I assured you that you'd been a very successful person in your life.

:)

You know what? I think I can be alone at night now. I miss you still, though. Then my friend said you won't want to see us like this.

You know what too? Everyone was stronger today, really. We didn't cry as much, didn't cry as hard, as we did that day. Again, we are still trying hard to accept the fact that you'd left us.

& because of you, I fell in love with "This, I Promise You". This shall be the song that whenever I listen, you'll appear in my mind immediately. This, I promise you.

:)

"Come into our dreams and then by day, we'll be well again." -- JP.

I miss you, love you too.

Love,
ZS!

2010-05-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

Dear Shaari,

It's the third day you left us.

Yesterday, we cried so hard in school. Everyone looked so tired with the puffy eyes. We just couldn't help, & if you were there, forgive us. You certainly know we missed you so much; you feel us. Don't you?

I would sometimes wonder, how helpless were you when you're gasping for your last breath? :(

Last night, the Facebook was filled with words for you. You saw that? Everyone missed you so much, we loved you.

I can't be alone at night, I missed you too much; I'd cry. Then, I messaged my friends. Some replied, some didn't. Still, I appreciated because "once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance". So, forgive.

Today, although I teared a little, I am stronger than yesterday. Are you glad? :)

& Shaari, I just made a video for you. Could I take it as the last thing I could do for us, on behalf of you?

Misses,
ZS!

2010-05-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Shaari,

Initially, I didn't have much good impression of you when I first met you. As the days go by, I found you being a very nice guy. I started to like you as my friend, when you "invited" me to the class "officially". It was through MSN, though.

I remember the attachment days with you. I love how confident you were, how knowledgeable you had been, how optimistic you could be, how..

I love people who are generous, that's why I love you. You insist in paying full amount for cab fees whenever you offer me a ride. When I offered to return you, your tone stumbled me.

People may say you were fierce, arrogant and all.
No, you were never those to me.

You urged me to study hard, when I once told you I felt like giving up this course.
You urged me to hang on, when I once told you I felt the stress and all.

I remember you telling me about another career choice -- air-stewardess. I don't quite remember, but I think you said if you were me, you would.

Can I fulfil that for you?

I'll see..

Love,
ZS!

2010-05-16T11:32:00.001+08:00

No happiness in this entry.
No anger in this entry.

Only sadness, grief in this entry.

He, was the only one who invited & represented the class for inviting me to NR0808.
Thank you.

He, taught me a lot.
Thank you.

He, never show his impatience when I don't understand whatever things.
Thank you.

He was like a brother to me. Even when the others talked bad about him, about his words or behaviours, I couldn't care much. Those, didn't interact much with him, didn't know why but I still like him as much.

He gave me a lot of enlightenments. I appreciated.

Right now, I pray that my memory of him, the days we had, would never fade away. People might not know, but we were good together.

I like him, I love this friend. I thank God for having him in my life, not once before because he'll still leave a deep memory down my heart.

Too much, I've got too much to carry on.

Lastly, I miss you, SHAARI! YOU HEARD ME?!?!~~~~~~

:'(

2010-05-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

Two presentations down, it's all over. The stress is gone, for the time being. Another thing to start getting my headache going would be, FYP.

Better updates this weekend, tired.

2010-05-10T21:45:00.001+08:00

"When things aren't going your way, or everything is opposing, keep cool. It's not because you don't have your own say, but you have a better self-cultivation."

2010-05-09T18:46:00.001+08:00

Still very busy for this, even though I wanted so much.

2010-05-06T22:00:00.001+08:00

Too busy to blog.

Be back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

2010-05-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

This is one of the reasons why the weather is terribly unbearable recently.

One person going VEG for one year
=
Reduces 3.267 pounds of CO2 emissions
+
Stops 5 person from starving
[we can feed 5 times more people if we use the land to grow crops directly for human instead of growing crops for livestock and then eating their meat]
+
Saves 25 lives
[24 chickens etc]

I KNOW YOU CAN IMAGINE.

Yes, I know.
Why must you be the one?
My answer would be what I'd quoted above.

2010-05-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

I'm trying my best to cultivate a better personality in me.
I'm trying my best to keep cool, when disagreements and other things that would upset me.
All in all, I'm trying my best to keep everything in harmony.

For everyone is not perfect, that is why I will try my best to control my feelings and all to let harmony come in place -- like how it is in the first place.

When I try to do that, I hope people feel the sincerity and effort that I'd made. This is because there are too much angers, hatred, unpleasant feelings that can't be controlled in this world, hence hoping to influence people to maintain their real personality that they have -- kindness.

"All men have a mind which cannot bear to see the sufferings of others. The superior man, having seen the animals alive, cannot bear to see them die; having heard their dying cries, he cannot bear to eat their flesh."
-- Confucianism

2010-05-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

Everyone wants you.
Many pretty ones surround you often.
& I'm just sad, because I'm so far from you.

& if only you read my blog.

2010-04-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

Just read the rules for playing 8-ball pool.

I did something very ________ today.

I had my eyes opened for a few seconds at 6plus this morning. I thought I was going to be late for school, but the immediate thought of me setting the alarm last night puts me back to sleep.

This is nuts.
Could it be a habit already, since school starts early for Mondays and Tuesdays? Oh, better not be.

I have marriage thoughts.
I know, it's not the first time I'm saying this.

I think about how I want my wedding to be like, what I want to do if I could be the wedding planner, etc.

I even think about the not-yet-born children. How are they going to be like? More like me or not?

I wonder most of the time about what kind of personalities the future husband would possess, what he likes, etc.

Will the future husband love kids too? What kind of son is he to his and my parents? How would he behave as a friend, lover and husband to me? What kind of father would he be?..

I do think a lot, and they varies as days go by.

"我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你"

2010-04-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

I can't & don't understand why those words can come out from her mouth just like that. It's as if the words are free, too free that she doesn't have to pay for the Karma.

!#(*&^$(@^%(&!%!

Okay, calm down.

2010-04-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Dear You,

Tell me how and what you've did that made me feel this way. I think a lot about those, and the feeling has been strong. Too strong for me to take, but I believe it.

Each time I wonder if things over there that happen, could somehow make you think of me or something that I've said.

Sorry, but I lost control of my thoughts.

Now, I can't find any words to express everything.

Yet, what I found was only..
"I miss you."

Love,
Me.

2010-04-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am very determined to start my research for projects. Yet I ended up surfing online shops, and others, and somewhere I'd always visit.

Right now, I'd open a powerpoint to remind myself to complete today -- even though the dateline is tomorrow. HARDWORKING HUH?!

Hehehe!

So today, I'm back to school again. It's already another Monday, that means week 2! Everything seems like rocket.

Oh, have I mention this before? Still, I thank people who asked for my age and guessed 18!

HOHOHO! Mad happy! Hehe!

Part of my first year's project video -- the NG part only!

Too much memories.

& why is the image of a video there?! It makes everything so not nice! AHHHHH.

"没有最爱你的时刻, 只有更爱你的时候"
zs!

2010-04-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

老爸回来了, 回来了, 回来了!

I, lovelife!

I love you, momo!
I love you too, dad!

2010-04-23T21:02:00.002+08:00

Now, we've already confirmed there'll be two project presentations three weeks later. A final year project due in ten weeks' time.

Stress, am I?
I guess not, yet.

It's Friday today -- there goes week one.

It'll be a busy weekend this week. Let's all rest well for every tomorrow.

& when I know I could not change things any further, I allow myself out from the environment for a better thinking. When I'm back, I produce a better me. It's not because people aren't nice, but I cultivate myself for a better one. When I'm done, I challenge myself & things which I'm not confident in. Hence, I cooperated.

"My girlfriends, let's grow old together. I love you."

2010-04-21T21:49:00.001+08:00

I will try to like this, but not so for the time being.

The major nursing project was briefed today. There's a lot to do, so complicated too. Then again, I'd actually prefer writing words and words and more words to innovate things related to nursing.

One main reason for me, myself, rejecting innovation is that when you've done the product, you're sure to find flaws and more time would be spend trying, trying, trying and more trying.

"It's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you. Not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention."

2010-04-20T22:00:00.005+08:00

Just washed away the mask.

For the time being, I've already got 2 projects in hand. One to be due two weeks later, another in three weeks time.

Spells G-O-O-D, because when things get done earlier = more time for studying.

Practical tests in 3 to 4 weeks time, theory tests in 10 weeks time.

This time, academic period will fill days from now to six months later. This also means half a year will be in school -- must cherish.

Tutor said something today, tears filled my eyes.

I realised how time really flies like rocket in the past two years.

I still remember when I kept grumbling about school's life, in the first year. Soon, we'll all be graduating in one year's time.

Like? Maybe.

"Leave the school with more friends, not enemy."

2010-04-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Thousands of words have been running through my mind this night. However, I didn't manage to get them fixed into sentences. Perhaps another day, when the inspirations come again.

I must admit that I love my 15apr entry, which I really wrote wholeheartedly.

& it's 2215 now, means early night because of early morning tomorrow.

Good night, imu.

2010-04-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

School's starting tomorrow.
Final year.

Let's wait and see how everyday life can liven up this blog,
or deaden.

Considering to private it.

Never.

2010-04-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

His concert in 3D!
22 May!
Will I be able to watch? Hm..

"喔对了对女生用心疼
约会要等讲笑话不能闷
别太冷像我一样就刚好
对爱的人接吻要深
拥抱要真
来电显示给个甜蜜的昵称"

阳光宅男
周杰伦

2010-04-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

At times, I can't help but to admit that I am really a romantic person.

Two close friends of mine even asked if I can be their "boyfriend".
Too bad, sorry I'm straight!

Yet, I sometimes worry that I may turn into a lesbian one day.
Eeyer, please don't!

:)

2010-04-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

如果有一天
你开始注意到我
能不能不要犹豫太久
能不能不要考虑太多
就大胆的向我前进
慢慢的用心
认识我
了解我

如果那一天真的到了
相信我
我一定毫不犹豫的把心打开
就因为是你
所以我才会

因为你
我开始幻想美丽的未来
我开始有想要踏入
人生的另一个阶段

我期待
期待我们开始
认识彼此的
第一天

2010-04-15T14:24:00.000+08:00

"每一天发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪什么都介意最后又什么都原谅"

p/s: I'm not emo right now, thank you.

2010-04-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

2010-04-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

The timetable is out. I so wanna know how it's like & checked it out immediately when the clock strikes 12mn.

I feel that it's more to the bad side, but it's okay. It's my final year, gonna strive as hard as I could. Yet, hopefully acnes won't come & mess up my final year. Please, thank you.

I have the thought of buying a pool table, suddenly.

2010-04-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

Last year's, in October.

I'm having insomnia. I can't fall asleep at night as easily as I can last time, only when I'm too tired like out for the whole day.

I believe the main reason is that I've been thinking too much every now and then. This irritates me, to a certain extent. I don't like this. I don't like insecure moments. No, I'm not liking this.

So do you mind getting out of my mind from now on?
Oh please, please, please.

"想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落"

2010-04-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

Perhaps today's the last time.

Thank you for the love, thank you for doting me this much, thank you for everything.

I love you, as a friend.
& for the rest of my life, I'll never dare to forget you.

This, I promise.

Frankly, have you ever did?

2010-04-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

对不起..
但,
我需要说出来..

什么时候开始的?
是我的问题吗?
还是你不够善解人意?
是这样吗?
还是..
我还不够用心?

怎么办呢?
我们再见面的时候..
又会怎么样呢?

怎么办呢?
我总觉得你真的误会我了.

是吗?

一直在忍让的是你..
还是,
其实是我?

你了解吗?
真的了解吗?

你搞清楚了吗?
真的吗?

你知道背后的原因吗?
不知道吧?

怎么会这样呢?
我怎么能被影响?!
不行,
不可以.

我想..
到那时候..
就应该不会再联络了吧?

毕竟时间会过得很快..
会吧?
会很快吧?

真的不想再想了..

我觉得..
我做人人的朋友..
好难..
好辛苦....................

:(

2010-04-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

via WritingOnWallss;

HAHAHA!

& I hope when I show my sincerity, you would do the same too.

2010-04-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

via WritingOnWallss;

I agreed.

"People seem so petty now... greedy, power-hungry, ambitious. They forget about love and understanding and knowledge. There is much to learn."

Certainly, each and every one of us have too much more to learn.

Question is, who are the ones willing to and will learn them with a sincere heart?

Me?
Or you?

2010-04-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

There's a boy and a girl standing in front of a mirror..

Girl: "What do you see?"

The boy smile and said: "The rest of my life."

:)

I will try to quit eating chocolates, tidbits, fried food etc. They agitated the acnes, & I dislike them. Can they stay in the past, don't come back now & in the future?

:/

Right now, I wish to do a charity donation but it's for Taiwan. It's by buying a tee for just NT299. It's quite reasonable, around S$14 only. However, it's out of stock. I hope the two person whom I asked for help, could get it for me.

via WritingOnWallss;

2010-04-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

I shall continue to keep this blog alive while I'm waiting for my DIY mask to dry on my face! Hehehe!

Well, I plurked this afternoon saying that I will never forget this day.

Why?

First, I don't know what's wrong with me. I woke up at 12mn, texted Heng rubbish! I think I was half asleep at that time. I seriously think my brother got a shock too, although he didn't say anything. Heng was extremely shocked, I can sense that! Man, I even texted "okay, going down in 5."

p/s: going down in 5 = going down in 5 minutes. so, if I say I'll call you back in 10 = call you back in 10 minutes.

So yea.

She was super shocked to the maximum that she asked whatever for am I going down. I was suddenly back to my senses, you know!

AM I ALRIGHT MAN?!

For goodness sake, what am I doing?! Possessed? Sleep TEXTING?

Second, I woke up early at 5plus in the morning, for a jog with Heng!

Spells W-O-W.

We simply like the fresh air early in the morning. Then, I also dislike the "brain freeze" caused by the morning coolness because it lasted for 4 hours.

Nasty.

Next time, I'll cycle. She'll jog.

I thought I was going to have a heart attack, you know. The heart felt hard, not cold because I am warm blooded. HAHAHA!

I must also admit that I, or we, like the chat after jog, that lasted almost two hours?

^^

Alright, just nice. My mask has harden, going to wash it off!

Before that, something needs to be shared.. like this:

"Everything must be balanced. Nature is balanced. The beasts live in harmony. Humans have not learned to do that. They continue to destroy themselves. There is no harmony, no plan to what they do. It's so different in nature. Nature is balanced. Nature is energy and life... and restoration. And human just destroy. They destroy nature. They destroy other humans. They will eventually destroy themselves."

p/s: "beasts" = animals.

I agree, humans have not learned to live in harmony.

I am trying to, I'd learnt to not bother. I'd learnt to control my temper, forgive and forget things. Things that I know, will affect my emotions. I'd learnt what is supposed to be told, what shouldn't.

2010-03-31T23:02:00.003+08:00

This morning, I woke up with full determination to wanting to buy things at NTUC, to cook White Fungus dessert, to mop the floor, and to make DIY mask.

I did everything in the afternoon, surprisingly.

Why?

First, I was the sort who, even the shop is right under my block, won't want to go down even to just buy an ingredient for cooking a dish. I would like, "oh man, just cook another dish or substitute with another ingredient."

Second, I was the sort who said "I want to cook dessert later", but change my mind almost immediately. It's always a super precious moment when the family see me cooking. Still, they would always enjoy my cooking, especially my sister. Each time, my sister would say I cooked this dish, that dish, or another dish, nicer than my momo's cooking.

"Die lor, the more I cook, the more she says, the more I HAVE TO COOK LOR."

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!

Third, I rarely initiate to do house chores. (Now, I said INITIATE but I DO every day, okay.) Even if I do, it'll only happen in the first thing when I just wake up in the morning. I don't know why either -- maybe the earlier I finish the chores, the more time I can have to do my own things. Agree?

Fourth, to get my hands, body, mind and soul on to DIY mask is one of the difficult things I could ever do. What's more, it's only the first time today. Who knows, I may be lazy to do tomorrow? HAHAHAHAHAH!

"Oh, come on, ZS! Don't be lazy, you want prettier face right!"

LAUGH OUT LOUD!
WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA!

Today, I received my items that I'd shopped online! Happy, there'll be another one tomorrow, hehehe!

Before I go and have my beauty sleep, share with you this:

"People of the religious orders have come closer than any of us have because they've taken these vows of chastity and obedience. They've given up so much without asking for anything in return. The rest of us continue to ask for rewards -- rewards and justifications for our behaviour... when there are no rewards, rewards that we want. The reward is in doing, but doing without expecting anything... doing unselfishly."

2010-03-30T21:54:00.001+08:00

You may not believe what I am going to update about in this entry.

I could not believe myself, either.

Yet, things just happened.

Out of impulse?

No, it wasn't.

Plenty of thoughts given?

Definitely.

Waste of time?

Perhaps, but who knows..

Investment made worth?

Possible.

First time?

Yes, I was taken aback too.

Last time?

Too early to say, because who knows..

What else?

Please carry on..

I bought, went, had my first time, & I can imagine the responses given by people-who-are-closer-to-me.

"Yea, it's like not-the-me-that-you-have-known!"

Back to this, but people do change. Everyone says that, as usual.

&..

this is it.

Something to share:

"Everybody's path is basically the same. We all must learn certain attitudes while we're in physical state. Some of us are quicker to accept them than others. Chastity, hope, faith, love... we must all know these things and know them well. It's not just one hope and one faith and one love -- so many things feed into each one of these."

2010-03-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

This,

..was given by a new friend made during my recent posting.

How nice, yet making me think that my relationship with people are still as good or BETTER. HEHEHE!

Still, time won't wait for you. It's the second week of proper holiday. There'll be a meet-up this Saturday with the girlfriends, which also means April is reaching.

To you:

Tomorrow is your 23rd, I wished I could be there or better still, I wished I could say it to you personally.

Too many to say, too much to deliver. I've got plenty that I had learnt from you, that I was being influenced by you, that I have been wanting to pick up so that when that day comes, we would have similar interests.

I was taken aback because we have similar personalities which not many have, at least with regards to people closer to me.

I've got more, but words alone can't express what I have.

I hope fate could bring us closer.. infinity, that's what I yearn & will always be yearning for.

That, one day..

Take care,
ZS!

2010-03-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

As promised.

Although I am really lazy to type out an entry to update the blog, I still remember that I should be keeping this blog..
alive.

Ever since attachment was done with, I've been stuck at home watching HK drama -- 宫心计. Trust me, believe me, it WAS definitely a marvellous show. It was educational, & I'd finished the show within one week. I'd reflected quite a bit, and shall try my best to continue achieving a better me.

In the drama, there's a character named 三好 "Three Good". The reason why she was named that..? It all came from "做好事, 存好心, 说好话" ("do good things, have a good heart, speak good things").

Meaningful, isn't it?

Yet, finding it meaningful without actions are useless. What's the point keeping your thumbs up to this phrase without taking the steps, right?

I know, & you know that, people like you and me always or most of the time forget things that have been delivered to us. However, when we are reminded, we will then start to remember and keep thinking about it. You get it?

Other than this, I was out for some singing!
:D

After 7pm, was dinner back at Tampines.

Anyway, I haven't been good because I bought things online again! Items not here yet, though. To add on, I saw two outerwears that I fell in love with immediately yesterday! Come on, I think I am getting them soon too!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~

& I have a cute friend who posted this on my Facebook's wall.

"I like your question, but I'm still waiting, hehehe!"

Oh well, I wanted my comment to be lengthier actually. HAHAHAHHA! No, I'm keeping to myself!

& Heng, do I look like I'm the sort who won't tell you if I've got such good news?! Oh please, I'm not like you! I am, & repeat AM, not happy because I was the last to know that you're attached! HAHHAHAHHAHA, but it's past. I'm not already, but I am once before.

Laugh out loud!

Truthfully, you'll be the first (few) to know if I am attached. HAHAHA! Definitely not the last, because I've known you for exactly a full cycle of Zodiac!

Nice, & I like that.

Who would actually believe this, but we can't deny that we actually had, right? You know I love you, and you know you love me, too ♥♥♥

2010-03-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

老爸回来了!
Each time my dad comes home from either a five-day religious trip or longer, I'd thank God for returning him back to us safely.

Each time I remember, I'd never forget to thank God because my family are talking, nagging, shouting, walking, running, jumping, scolding etc.. in front of me.

So thank God, for giving us another breath each day we wake up from our peaceful dream.
So thank God, for us being able to be free from earthquakes, disasters etc..
So thank God, for our healthy body, mind and soul.

So thank God.
I have, & always have.
What about you?

2010-03-09T22:52:00.001+08:00

I'd always remember how we met, how we first get to know each other. I appreciate, and still appreciating, the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years that we've shared thus far.

I love it when we'd always try to avoid each disagreement between us, giving in to me(& you), respect that we had for each other..

I love it where we'd text each other to show that we still care, love, cherish each other, even if it's once in a blue moon.

I love it when even a short eye contact could tell me(& you) what's in the mind.

People like you and me, always say that words cannot express how much we're feeling. So I wish if possible, the heart can pump everything out. When the heart stops pumping, sorry but everything would have been pumped out. If you understand what I'm saying.

Then again, I am quite thankful to her (the one who introduced you to me), to GOD, to fate, to everything else that matter. For they brought you and me close enough to continue the fate that we had accumulated from the previous lives.

& I must say, I've never doubt that having you in my life is one of the most beautiful things that had happened.

Officially, you are one of the loves in this heart located at the left side of mine.

2010-03-08T11:40:00.001+08:00

What's wrong? Is there something wrong with me? Why am I feeling this? There must be something wrong with me. I felt the distant. I felt I'm like a nonsense, like a disturbance, like a nuisance, like..

I think I am very possessive, too protective of people around me. No, I am actually.

I think I am too bossy, setting too high a expectation of people around me. No, I am actually.

I think I am so naive that I thought, people around me can be my friend till the last breath. No, I am actually.

I think I am too gullible, I was deceived by the thoughts that I'd always think people around me do love me, like I love them too. No, I am actually.

& now, I can confirm that the intimacy between you and me is not how long we've known, but how committed we have been.

太天真的以为..
& if you feel me.

2010-03-05T11:10:00.001+08:00

100th.

2010-03-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

Date: 13 March 2010
Time: 8pm
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium

I WANT TO GO LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~

:( x100000000000000

2010-02-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

I do wonder, but you'll be surprised. I am too, actually. However, am I starting to love studying?

!!

Totally, seriously. HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!

Well, I'm left with two! Thursday will be the day, but I don't look forward even to next week's posting.

I don't like that, especially during this hot season.

Even at this period of examination, I'd actually finished the drama "Down With Love"! Crap. "You should be studying, ZS!"

I don't like the ending, but I love the actor and the little boy. HEHEHE!

I don't think I am able to stop the feeling of loving children unless something prove me wrong. Yet, I must admit I am very selective to whom I find him/her adorable :o

Right now, I got to get my brain polished with Pharmacology.

"Step on the accelerator, don't give up!"

2010-02-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

"从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸"

♥
♥♥
♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥

2010-02-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't know, until I realised.
Am I not looking forward anymore?

:/

2010-02-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

"What's the point of having a license without a car?! You don't know how much this thing actually upset me."